Was told all I ever had to do was stay black and die,
Live through most my life to find out I was living a lie,
Lying to my self and the people around me, frowning,
Being self destructive, depressed, reckless and drowning,
Nig- I -row in my own despair, quickly shown reality wasnt fair,
An as of now not that you care,
I aint about to be scarred!